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Xafi3
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Country: United States
State: Oregon
Birthday: 3/20/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: Beer, Fucking shit up.
Expertise: Yeah.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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Member Since:
5/30/2003
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| I'm here, doing my thing, missing my number one reader.... =( =( =(
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| Does anybody still do this thing? I know it was totally the hit thing to do in 2003. I think we should bring it back. I'd like that. taMagoTcHiX45X, this one is for YOU!
I wish my freakin iTunes knew when i wanted freaking random songs and when i wanted freakin not random songs. Gawwwwd. I hate computers sometimes. Just like Jeffry's face. Ungghhhh. | | |
| i have a secret but i can't tell anybody! | | |
| i've had an exciting week.
drew told me that his biggest existential, over-arching life question thing was whether or not it is possible for him to love somebody. the subjective nature of our own experiences isolates us from other people and makes it hard to believe that it is possible to care about somebody in the same way that we care about ourselves. when he gets to feeling like this, he does acid. it takes this idea to the extreme because you are even less connected to reality, and your experience of life is almost completely within yourself. it turns out to be cathartic for him because he realizes that there is something rewarding about exterior relationships with other people.
drew told me i need to listen to my emotions and feelings more.
keika said she's been having trouble lowering her wall. i gave it to her, she says.
jeffry thinks i have a wall too.. i probably do. keika gave it to me, i say. (my mom helped too i think--she spilled my secrets to strangers and embarassed me when i was little.)
my new experiment is to appreciate life and all that it has to offer more. not everything is always gray and empty they say (not that gray and empty is bad, but you get it).
so one week in, the report is that it all seems pretty colorful. i feel kinda like seventh grade. that was a high point in some sense. i put my guard down a bit in the social scene, and i replied to some emails about job interviews. i usually don't.
i think i'm gonna go back to gray and empty soon, but its been a fun little experiment. jeffry sucks.
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| hi XANGA,
i know i blogged yesterday, but i have a kinda funny story. i went to the ram tonight (the classier of the two lake oswego bars) with like 15 kids from high school. getting to the funny part, keika was there too, and we were both at the bar for like 3-4 hours, with a relatively small group of people. guess how many words we said to each other. hint: the answer is 0! heyooooooo... awk-ward.
ok, that's it. night night.
-danny
ps. i just figured out how to do this title thing for the posts, so i'm gonna be doing that a lot more now. | | |
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